Cry… (Tangisan)

Cry (Tangisan)

 

Joy, Sad, Triumph, Sympathy, Stress.

We cry for LOTS of reason. Various.

We admit that sometime “wanita lebih mudah menangis”.

But we never deny-the fact that itu suatu lumrah for a homosapien to cry.

 

When we saw our favourite sport player or team (badminton, tennis, football etc.) won-those with some sort of patriotisms or athleticism (or simply through their spirit and determination) may cry.

 

When we are so stressed out, and have done everything we could, CRYING may untangled the mess.

 

When we saw hardships-like those in Palestine: struggling- for the religion and country they love- we cry as if those tears may help them wipe away their burdens and “bring back” their loved ones.

 

When we feel proud of our one success, sometime we cry-as a matter of gratefulness.

 

When we want something so badly, we cry. (eg. Roger Federer @ Australian Open)

 

When we watch sad movies or heard sad news-we cry because often, we could somehow relate their stories into ours.

 

When we missed someone A LOT, we cried.

 

When someone was born into the world, and, when someone leave us-we cry.

 

When we’ve been hurt, we cry to express the feels.

 

And, sometime, when we are with HIM, we CRY. Only with HIM, that we feel secure the most. With HIM, everything seems going to be alright…

One of my FAV. Criminal Minds ep.

It’s season 4 episode 15. Haven’t aired in Australia. Always managed to watched it in youtube. THX so much SSA UnSub..!!

Well, serial killers are always with their own victimology, modus operandi and signature. But, to have various MO and victimology of different crimes–nope,it’s not a serial type.. Right. Now, how about copycat killer. The one that copy famous criminals like Jack the Ripper-who slaughtered prostitutes (I study him through Cornwell book and web infos) and B.T.K (Bind, Torture, Kill)-that strangled the victims with plastic bag tight to the head. That’s all about this episode. A young criminal -serial killer -to be- who look for his signature by learning from other serial killers. Make it even creepier, he DID read criminology book written by Rossi, the experienced agent in the team. He studied serial killer to be ONE. The quote that I like “you can interview me in the prison if you want. I read that’s how you built your behavorial database right. maybe, you can LEARN something from me”.”and, I can’t understand when people ask me WHY. To me, that’s normal. It’s weird to me that no one else feel that way”. CREEPY!! 

Through my reading and little knowledge of these stuff. The criminal often develop their behaviour: 1) they are sick-their frontal lobe of the brain is abnormal-I ask my medic friends-they agree. 2) They have trauma or have been hurt themselves 3) They developed them since childhood-or through broken family.

So, this is one MUST WATCH episode. ENJOY!!

A LONER IS NOT A WEIRDO

NO, a LONER is never a WEIRDO….we are not weird (kami TAK pelik)..-speaking on behalf of other LONER

This is just the way we choose our lives to be..

yes, sometimes people found us in the shopping centre alone-carrying the basket with veges and chocs..

yes, sometimes they said “oh my, u went to the movies ALONE ?!”..

and yes, I sometimes (ONLY sometimes-haha) felt tired when people said-“u know, u have to HAVE someone” –(aah, aku mungkin mampu memiliki, tapi bukan mencintai untuk sekarang..)

But, we DO meet other people. we TALK. and often, we are HONEST. it’s just that “to be alone is better than to be with the bad, and to be with the good is better than to be alone”-my friend once said.

Here, the things I think is y it’s GREAT to be a LONER:

• U really can do whatever u want, as u please
• U will get less heartbroken (kurang sakit hati dan kecil hati) as u r only dealing with yourself
• U probably don’t need to learn to say NO to something that u really don’t wanna do
• U may not “found” people that are snobbish, annoying and hypocrite
• U are what u are, not to be look as one click that u belong with (same style of clothing..etc.)—I Hate Copycat, though they say: IMITATION IS THE ULTIMATE FORM OF FLATTERY…..  More versatility please…(even in the Criminal Minds, each character have different attitudes and values-haha)

But, hell. We never live a real ALONE.

we always have FRIENDS..(the old,young,criminals,disable,crazy,healthy,and the normal one: at least have A friend)..

we have FAMILY-the one bond that will never be broken..especially kasih ibu-anak..

and, we HAVE GOD-the one that always make us feel we have SOMEONE..

Life @ Down Under

Basically my life @ down under revolved around these things:

1. Friends

2. Beaches

3. BBQs

4. Camping

5. Journals & Books

6. Research

8. me car, house

YUHA-IN-TROUBLE-LAND-2

TROUBLE LAND OF ENOURMOUS OPPORTUNITIES,
NEVER WITHOUT ITS SARCASTICITY.

DAY LIGHT TV AND MOOD SWINGS,
TIME FLIES LIKE THEY HAVE WINGS.

CRAVING FOR TERMS AND NEW VOCABULARY,
WISH COULD HAVE SUPERPOWER ABILITY.

CRITICAL THINKING AND DETAILED ANALYSIS,
GENOMICS, METABOLOMICS, MUTASYNTHESIS?

THE PATHS ARE ALONE AND LONELY,
FEW LIGHTS, FEW GUIDES, FEW COMPANY.

PERMANENT HEAD DAMAGE AS THEY SAY,
PROBABLY TRUE IN SOME WAY.

-YUHANIS@SHORTLAND UNION&CHEMISTRY BUILDING,16FEB09,NOON-

YUHA-IN-TROUBLE-LAND

TROUBLE LAND OF DREAMS AND HOPES,
YUHA STRUGGLE EVEN TO COPES.

READING, WRITING AND LISTENING,
YUHA ALSO DID THE LAB THING.

ALWAYS FAILS AND READY TO GIVE UP,
YUHA SAID NO, TIME IS NOT UP.

DON’T KNOW WETHER SHE IS BELONG,
TO THIS WORLD OF UNHEARDABLE SONG.

CHEMISTRY THEY SAID ARE FOR LOVE,
BUT FOR YUHA, IS THE LOVE STILL LOVE?

AS LONG AS STILL IN DOWNUNDER,
YUHA BELIEVES THINGS WILL GET BETTER….

-YUHANIS@CHEMISTRY BUILDING,UNI OF NEWCASTLE,1030AM-

the FIRST post: hello mellow

A piece of my previous blog:  http://yuhanis-mhdbakri.blog.friendster.com

<<Prince Edvard speech in the film Prince and Me>>

the speech that I wrote it myself-word by word..from the film-as I love it so much..!!

“We must be grateful, to have been blessed with someone,

Who has ably guided us, to where we are today,

When there has been so much love and happiness for someone,

It is natural to be reluctant,

To close such a wonderful chapter in our lives,

For moving forward, is rarely accomplished without considerable grief and sadness,

And while our sorrow may be profound,

The clouds will clear, and the sun will shine on us again,

And in that warm bright light,

We will find ourselves facing a glorious future,

A future of exciting challenges and infinite possibility,

In which the horizon will stretch out before us,

Rimmed in the heavenly glow of the sunrise of our tomorrow”